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Pit of Laziness 2.8
04:00
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wake up at noon wondering why everything sucks
it has to be your fault
nobody owes you shit when youre not independent and don’t do nothing to improve
nothing to, nothing to
nothing to improve
nothing to improve
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Puking
02:37
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Im in pain and want to die
because my stomach has been hurting for seven hours
and this pain is killing me
i feel like im gonna fucking barf
im gonna puke all over my kitchen floor
my kitchen floor
my kitchen floor
im gonna puke
im gonna puke
i feel so terrible
i feel like im gonna puke anyway even though im not trying to
im trying to resist the urge to throw up
im gonna do it anyway
cus ive got a sensitive stomach
and i have a terrible diet
its so terrible im gonna puke
im gonna puke
im gonna puke
im gonna puke
im gonna puke
(ska noises and barfing)
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I hate the winter
03:35
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Its cold out
i miss you
but im not coming home til next wednesday
and i wish i wasnt stuck right here all on my own
in the rain
and the cold
oh so cooooold
and i am stuck here without you
my data plan’s run out
my phones unresponsive
why didn’t i listen
why did i let fate take its toll
and leave me here alooooone
im so lonely x4
as i sit here reminiscing
everyones going out
everyones having fun
and im still here rotting IN THE FREEZING FUCKING COLD
I FUCKING HATE THE WINTER
I FUCKING HATE THE WINTER
i miss you
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tomorrow came
03:55
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i wanna wreck myself
i wanna tear my heart in two
fall into that pit again
headfirst into that pit again
set my phone to silent
im sure its nothing important
head full of bloodsoaked thoughts
crushed by a mountain of rocks
your joy hurts me
and your pain joys me
seems i was made to hurt you
seems i was made to die
i dont think theyll ever fade
AWAYYYYYYY
these feelings of inadequaCYYYYYY
im never fuckinG ENOUGHHHH
IM NEVER GOOD ENOUGHHHH
this stress weighing my down like baggage
another hand would sure be nice
but i could never ask for help
even when on paper thin ice
clock keeps spinning like this cycle
broken backs and blurry highways
i probably come off entitled
but will it ever go my way
jealousy engulfing me
i keep placing obstacles in front of you
i hope i get a taste of it myself
I HOPE I FUCKING ROT
OH GOD ITS NEVER GONNA GO AWAYYYYYYYYY
THIS FEELING LIKE IM NOT WHERE IM SUPPOSED TO BE
IM SUCH USELESS GARBAGE
SUCH POINTLESS GARBAGE
PUT
ME
IN
THE
TRASH
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